BEATEN
Suddenly, you came running around my thoughts. Everything was like a yesterday. i’ve gotta admit, at this very moment, i got beaten by you.
"I’m tired of pretending that everything’s okay; the tears are starting to show and my smile is fading away."
— (via eletheowl)
Please read this as many times as you can and rmb it!!
This shall be my last post for this blog. I’m gna change to a new one, my life. I shall leave some words for you before I leave.
Here it goes…….
Hi my love-d ( stranger now )
Although I may forgive whatever you did to me, but, I will never ever forget bout it. To me, it’s a lesson learned from a pro. A pro that disguised herself in every of her past relationship, just for a stop over, cos she knew one day she will rape off that mask of hers and be with that someone whom helped her put it on in order to deceived those who try to fall deep into that heart of hers. Such heart that is well programmed by him, a heart that will never fall out of love with him. But, for those who fall deep into her heart, fell deep and hard. Programmed heart will never understand how its like to fell deep and hard, because the programmer himself wrote the codes, codes of death. Simple, whoever that falls for her, end state, die from believing such romance actually exist.
Me, KT, actually believed that from you, WOAH!
Lastly,
Take care and hope you make it through with your creator. And please dunn cheat and do whatever thing you did with your past puppets. Cos, we dunn dance for you, we want to dance with you. That’s why, we loved you so much in the past for a reason. :) take care stranger.
My Time Are Limited In This Pathetic World Of Mine.
Few More Months, I Gotta Say GoodBye To This World.
And I Can Rest In Peace.
Shall Enjoy Whats Left In Front Of Me, And Cherish Those Around Me.
Especially You.
You once shared this song with me when you’re heartbroken. i felt how you feel during that time. Now, i share this song. who will feel the pain i’m in? LIKE WHAT THE LYRICS SAYS.
i really don’t know why will i still FUCKING GO TO HIS PROFILE AND LOOK AT HOW YOU’VE BEEN! WHY?!? what so special about you that i cant forget? i really don’t know.
IT’S SAD TO BE TRUE AND BE FOOL BY YOU.
Its been so long already. I dunno why will I still miss you like mad, look at your photos like a stalker, love you like thr’s no tomorrow. Why? Why won’t I forget bout you? Why are you so hard to be forgotten? You’re like a drug, I’m still addicted to you, every syndrome of not consuming you, this drug, is still here. Its so hard to get it away.
I dreamt of you last night, some ppl says that, when you dream of someone you miss or love. Its actually he/she that is thinking or missing you. Are you? I got so many adventure and rants that I wanna tell you, like how it use to be. I really can’t get over you, I miss every part of you and every single things we did when we’re tgh. When will you be back with me again? I really wan you badly. :’(
Jurvia Chua coyuco, YOU’RE MISS BY ME VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH!
"Life was what happened when all the what-ifs didn’t, when what you dreamed or hoped or feared might come to pass passed by instead."
— Jodi Picoult (via eletheowl)
Once again! I’m been reminded of you! God I just wanna have a peaceful night and sleep! I dunn wanna think of you, esp nw, conquering my head! :’(
Imissyou! :(
Its kinda good to cya today. Its like, once you have arrived, my heart was profound with all the feelings that has nvr been let out ever since we broke.
It will be a lie if I say I dunn miss you, I got no feelings for you and I dunn love you anymore. My feelings for you is still as deep, if you watch the new harry potter. My love for you is like how Severus Snape is for lily potter. It will always be thr, forever. I try to act all normal today, very normal, extremely normal today. I wanna put on a show that I’m strong in this weak heart of mine. I’m very very sad to see you left so early today. I was hoping you to stay throughout. But, expectation never fail to disappoint you. Always. I still wanna be with you if I have a chance. I will always be here waiting for you. Solemnly is always better then not being able to be with the person you love. Esp you jurvia. My pretty babe, I’m officially missing you.
